The Story of Harry and Sally
Once upon a time, long ago and far away lived a little girl, seven years old, named Sally. Sally lived with her parents and little brother; Tony who was 4 years old.
Far away from Sally in another state, lived a little boy named Harry. Harry was nine years old and he lived with his parents too. He had an older brother, Troy, eleven years old.
Sally: Looking for Acceptance and Love
Sally’s mother scolded and punished Sally many times and for many reasons that were not her fault. Sometimes she would lock her in a dark closet for hours, leaving poor Sally helpless and very scared. She would lie down on the closet floor praying her mommy would let her out. She cried and wondered why she didn’t love her. Her father was very quiet, and her mother often scolded him too.
Sally grew up feeling like she didn’t matter. She learned the only way she could feel safe was not to talk. She made that decision at a very young age, before her 10th birthday. She made few friends and her teachers wondered why it was so difficult for her to speak to other children. Sally was terrified when she had to respond in class, always fearing that her answers would be wrong.
As Sally grew older, she withdrew from her peers and felt safe only when she was alone. As the years passed, Sally withdrew more and more into her studies and eventually decided to major in psychology when she went to college.
As time passed, she developed anxiety accompanied with depression. Her psychology courses initiated her decision to seek help.
Harry: Longing for Attention
Harry grew up with a very strict father. He was cold, detached, and unavailable to Harry’s interests and desires. Harry felt unloved and yearned for a hug from his Dad that never came. The lack of love from both his parents made him feel worthless as if he didn’t matter. The only way he was able to receive any attention was playing football.
Harry was a very good athlete. His father never attended any of his games, not even when it was a championship game and Harry was a hero. His touchdown won the championship in the final few seconds. The student body cheered while his fellow teammates raised him on their shoulders, Harry only wanted his father to see him play. That never happened.
Harry’s mother was busy with her girlfriends. She was never home when Harry came home from school. Troy, his older brother would tease him and make him feel bad. He would call him names and bully him, causing tears that over the years became fuel for anger. There were times that he would beat him up just for fun. Even though Harry was bigger than his brother, he cowered when his brother would become aggressive.
Harry’s anger grew as time went by. Too often it morphed into irrepressible rage. He would put his fists through doors, smash furniture and then feel guilty for his reprehensible behavior. He didn’t know why he was so angry and quick-tempered. His friends shied away from him, leaving him somewhat isolated except for football practice. Football became a sublimation for his anger.
Football won him a four-year athletic scholarship to college and the hearts of many girls. In time, his girlfriends left him due to his anger and abusive behavior. He never physically hurt them, but his demeaning words and contemptuous behavior would leave them in tears. Eventually, they would end the relationship.
Family Dysfunction & Unresolved Childhood Wounds Impacts a Relationship
Sally met Harry in college. One day during a rainstorm they passed each other on the way to class. Sally lost her footing and slipped onto the ground. Harry helped her onto her feet. He asked if he could walk her to her class as she was a bit shaken up from the fall. She agreed and smiled. He looked at her with warm eyes and reached over to carry her books. As they walked across the quadrangle to the hall they locked eyes. They both felt the chemistry bolt through their bodies. That was the start of their romance that lasted until their wedding day five years later.
A year after Sally graduated, they became engaged. When Harry graduated and got his first job, while going to graduate school to receive an MBA, they married. It wasn’t long before Harry’s anger began to surface. He found fault with Sally’s cooking, her housework and even the way she dressed. Sally’s self-esteem began to diminish. She became depressed and regressed to the little girl that was locked in the closet. The more he found fault, the more she tried to please him. Their marriage fell into crisis.
Sally felt she had to do something–either get a divorce or get professional help. Harry seemed to create battles for no reason at all. He needed to be right and make her wrong. There was little joy left in the relationship. What was once a sacred space now felt dangerous and polluted.
One day after a terrible fight, with Harry spewing words that felt like daggers to her heart, Sally asked Harry if he wanted a divorce. They had no children and it seemed that it might be best to call it quits before children came into their lives. What they both didn’t know was that Sally was pregnant. When this was discovered, they decided to stay married and seek professional help.
In her fourth month, her sonogram revealed they were having a daughter. Sally found a therapist in the same city not too far from their home.
They felt hopeful after the first visit. After a few more, Harry understood where his anger came from and why Sally was the recipient of his unresolved childhood wounds co-created by his dysfunctional parents. Sally learned that her fears and intimidation was a carry over from her sense of powerlessness from her family of origin. She had been abused and abandoned by both her parents. She needed to learn to protect herself by creating boundaries and finding her voice.
There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.
– Leonard Cohen
How Couples Therapy Can Heal Old Wounds
So, what does all this Inner Child Work have to do with relationships? Everything!
What is unresolved in your childhood is carried into your adult life. This impacts your choice of partners, how you negotiate differences from your past, and how you live out your future.
As therapists, we know that what is unresolved in our childhood is carried forth into our adult life and impacts our choice of partners, how we negotiate the differences from out pasts and how we live out our future. If we don’t take the time to sift out the damage of our past, you can bet it will poison our relationships. Just as we must clean out our coffee pots after each use, change the oil in our cars, vacuum our carpets, mop the floors, etc., etc., etc.—we must cleanse our dysfunctional past.
What can I expect out of Inner Child Work in Couples Therapy ?
You can expect to be liberated from the past, to live your life authentically, setting boundaries, being true to yourself and becoming a healthy, mature adult. Ostensibly, you will become the person you were intended to be. You will find healthy relationships, enjoy the freedom of being yourself, and most of all, loving yourself. The best part is that you will no longer be dependent on your drug of choice to live your life. You will redeem the life you lost and deserve.
How do we do that?
Stop past Trauma from poisoning your current relationship.
- Why therapy? Just as we need dentists to fill our cavities and lawyers to solve our legal problems, we need a therapist to guide us through our past into our present to ensure our future doesn’t repeat our self- destructive patterns of behavior.
- Combining Inner Child Work with Couple’s Therapy helps couples see their partner’s dysfunctional past that has been carried over into their relationship. This baggage from the past has polluted their once sacred space where the relationship lives, and the children play.
Each couple brings their own baggage and it get dumped in the relational space. When that space gets uncomfortable the couple reacts to the discomfort in the space, then causing the space to feel dangerous. The couple then reacts to the danger in the space and the space becomes polluted.
The goal of couple’s therapy is to restore connection and safety by cleansing the space. This takes time, commitment, and money. Are you willing to invest in yourselves? It may be the best investment you will ever make and cheaper than a divorce!
- Practice and Homework
Learn the principles and rituals in your sessions and practice them when you get home. It won’t work without practice, just as without practicing your instrument, dance, fitness training, lines, sports, etc., you will never reach your goals. Change requires commitment and patience. It needs time and a burning desire.
It does not go in a straight line. It’s one step forward; two steps backward—three steps forward, and one step backward. Not unlike the stock market, it swings, dips, surges, and stabilizes. Once it stabilizes, unlike the stock market, it no longer maintains volatility if you use the skills.
- Be Mindful
Steven Covey writes, there is a space between stimuli and response. It’s called THINK. It’s natural to lash out like a child when you get hurt. Anger is an automatic response to hurt. As children we didn’t think. We just reacted. We had temper tantrums. As adults we need to think of our outcome goal and create a strategy to achieve it. That means taking a moment to process our feelings and where they come from.
We need to own them and take an elevator up from your limbic system, the seat of your emotions, until you reach the frontal lobe, that serves as an arbitrator between your reptilian brain, (fight or flight) and your limbic system. It negotiates between them initiating a thought process to reason and consider the consequences before you act. Acting out is converting a feeling into a behavior. The frontal lobe, that part of your brain that plays negotiator, will direct you into an effective solution..
- Be Present
Sit across from each other, no more than 18 inches apart. Look into the eyes of your partner and stay silent for a few minutes. Take each other’s hands with an open heart and warm eyes. Be grateful you’re alive. Feel your presence with each other. Stay present in the moment, holding hands, with your legs inside of his. Listen to your heartbeat, while looking into the eyes of the man you once took vows to love and cherish until death do you part. Do not talk—just look upon your partner and learn the landscape of his face. He must do the same. Breathe. Breathe again and again, deep, slow breaths. Find the little boy in his eyes and remember he had his struggles, the same as you—different in content, but no less, emotional scars—perhaps even more than yours. Be gentle, be open, loving, sensitive, empathic, and just gaze into the eyes of the man who raptured your essence. Show gratitude! Don’t be surprised if you each shed a few tears. If you do, then that’s evidence that you have reconnected.
Dance of Intimacy
The principles and rituals of Couples therapy will create an adventure in intimacy. Just as a caterpillar sheds their cocoon, you will shed your survival suits, your false self and perhaps for the first time in your life, know who you really are. You will meet your authentic self, feel your vulnerability, and become the champion to your wounded child. Change is always possible if you commit. If a person commits, the universe will cooperate.
I weaving the principals , rituals and inner child work like a braid in my work with couples. Doing so, potentiates the healing for couples who have lost their connection but want desperately to find their authenticity to restore their relationship, this time with relational maturity.
As the sessions move through the traumas suffered in childhood, each partner becomes aware of the damage perpetrated on their partners when they were a child, innocent and vulnerable. This helps develop empathy and acceptance of why their relationship has suffered as a result. Once the relational space has been cleansed, their central nervous system calms down and they can appreciate each other’s struggle with better understanding and compassion.